I MISS YOU BUBBY  / Baby Bro Blake (brother)

you was the one that was there every time i needed you.if i was in danger you was the one that was there to help me.it makes me sad to see that ur not here to be with me.bubby i wish you was here to be with me but i know  that some day i will see you again i love u so much.i hated it when heard them say hes gone XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO.

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sorry for ur loss  / Becky And Mike Hughes (friends)

i know that it is still very hard. losing someone like that is never easy but if there is anything that we can ever do just let me know. he was a very lucky man to have so many people love and cherish him so much. god bless u all

 

becky and mike hughes

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I'm so sorry for your loss.  / Mandy Blackburn (schoolmate)
My thoughts and prayers are with your family. My deepest sympathy. Close

I am so sorry for your loss!!!!  / Jamie Kaye (Fultz) Biliter (Friend)
I remember playing with Cecil (my mom nicknamed him Elvis), Ginger, and Eddie Ray.  We would play kick ball, baseball, ride our bikes, whatever, all summer long.  He was a sweet, nice boy and I am so sorry for your families lost. Close

Do not weep  / MOMMIE

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on the snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight,
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.
-Unknown-

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deliverance-poem / Beverly Frasure (friend)
your brief time has came to fall
we are all stricken with grief
this burden has grazed us all
it's just so impossible to beleive
recalling how captivating you were
you will prevail in our minds
our hearts will eternally hurt
for you were one of a kind
this disasterous condemnation is so unfair
why this punishment cast upon you?
we are all swelled with despair
for we are condemned too
we must continue with empty hearts
consumed by a perpetual void
you were forced to depart
and eclipse the bliss and joy
your love is engraved in our minds
you will live on in constant remembrance
for you have seen the light 
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I'm Everyplace  / Gina Nichols (Sister)
Please don't mourn for me,
I'm still here.
Though you don't see ,
I'm right by your side,
Each night & day.
And within your heart,
I long to stay.
My body is gone,
But I'm always near.
My spirit is free,
but I'll never depart,
As long as you keep me
Alive in your heart.
I never wonder out of your site,
I'm the brightest star,
On a summer night.
I'll never be beyond your reach,
I'm the warm moist sand
When you're at the beach.
I'm the colorful leaves,
When fall comes around.
And the pure white snow,
That blankets the ground.
I'm the beautiful flowers
of which you're so fond.
The clear cool water
in a quiet pond.
I'm the first bright blossom,
You'll see in spring.
The first warm raindrop
that April will bring.
I'm the first ray of light,
When the sun starts to shine.
And you'll see that the face
in the moon is mine.
When you start thinking
there's no one to love you,
I'll whisper my answer
through the leaves in the trees.
And you'll feel my presence
in the soft summer breeze.
I'm the hot salty tears
that flow when you weep.
And the beautiful dreams
that come while you sleep.
I'm the smile you see
on a babies face.
Just look for me............
I'm everyplace.

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I Hear Each Tear Fall On Her Face  / Joan Hall (Mother)

I Hear Each Tear Fall On Her Face

My Mom doesn't know I'm watching her
but I'm watching her just the same.
And I hear each tear fall on her face
at the very mention of my name.

She says it sounds like music to her ears
and can be heard over a crowd.
Oh, I hear each tear fall on her face
when my name is said aloud.

I watch her stumble through each day
as she wishes the day would end.
And I hear each tear fall on her face
as she talks of me to her friends.

But there are few who truly understand
Oh this I've heard her proclaim.
And I hear each tear fall on her face
Will my Mom ever be the same?

I know that her smiles light up a sky
But, I don't see that smile today.
Oh, but I hear each tear fall on her face.
Her blue skies turned to gray.

Oh, I send to her my warmest hug
with the rays of the morning sun.
Then, I won't hear a tear fall on her face
For I shall erase them one by one.

Yes, my Mom doesn't know I'm watching her.
But I'm watching her just the same.
And if I hear a tear fall on her face
I'll just softly whisper her name!

~Author Unknown~

 

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An Angel Never Dies  / Gina Nichols (Sister)
Don't let them say I wasn't born,
That something stopped my heart.
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I've loved you from the start.
Although my body you cannot hold,
It doesn't mean I'm gone.
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I'll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was "Meant to be
God doesn't make mistakes."
But that won't soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am there.
There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips,
And then; you'll understand.
Although I haven't been breathing your air,
That doesn't mean that I'm not there.
             because.......
       An Angel Never Dies

We all love and miss you Bub, you will forever be with us..............Your sister, Gina
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MISSING YOU  / SABRINA BATES (FRIEND)
CECIL
You were always very special to me and I miss you deeply.  We been through some pretty wild times together and had so much fun.  We shared many moments together that will always be treasured.  I am fortunate to have received some of your trophies and other belongings that always brings back memories of us all together.  I will treasure them forever.  You know I guess the one thing that can overcome the grief I feel is that I know without a doubt we will meet again...........in Heaven.  You were such a wonderful person.  I don't know how you did it but in the worst of times you could make me laugh.  I could go on forever talking with you and about you.  I just miss you so much.  I offer my sympathy to Tammy, Cameron, Jessica, Crystal, Big Cecil, Gina, Joan, and many others who lost the very special person you are.  I love ya, and you will never be forgotten. Close

The Only True Friend I've Had  / Bryan Bates (Dear Friend )

 Some people travel their entire lives and never find a true friend.
I found that friend in Cecil, but am sad to say I may never find a friend like that again.
He left me with fond memories that I will carry with me till the end.
He wasn't just a friend, he was more like a brother to me.
Now that he has left us for a much better place, and his soul is finally free, he left us many pictures and a lot of cherished memories.
And He Left His Legacy For The Entire World To See...

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I am sorry  / Rochelle (none)
I am so sorry for your loss. I learned about this page because I belive Gina was visiting my angel Kailey. This is a beautiful memorial you have hear. My heart goes out to your family. My prayers are with you. Close

I miss you  / Kim Goodman (Cousin)
It had been a while since we had hung out Bub,,nut when we were kids even though you were younger I thought you were one of the coolest people I knew.I reget not getting to know you as the great man I know you became,,,I love you always and your memory stays with me,,,all my love to Joan and the Family,,love always   kim Close

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUB !!!  / Gina (Sister)

Just wanted to say Happy Birthday Bub, and let you know I miss you so much and I love you .......

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Godsheavenlymessenge-rs.bravepages.com / Esther Lopez
Would Like to say thank you to Gina for her comments she made on my Mother and Father's website Memorial  "Godsheavenlymessengers.bravepages.com I know what it means to miss someone you love so much.  I too miss my Mother and Father.
  You have a Lovely website for your brother.  It will be good for his son and Family to know who he was and remember him through the website. God bless you and your family.
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I know your pain / Donna Bradley (I have also lost someone who i love so much.)

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of Bub. Gina has offered her condolences on the memorial site of my boyfriend, Mark Bonner. http://mark-bonner.memory-of.com/about.aspx It has been 3 months since Mark was taken from me, as time passes the pain gets worse. I dont understand why he was taken from me or what i did wrong to have to suffer this pain. Im sure you all feel the same. I can only imagine what pain all your family are going through at this time. Bub looks like a really happy cute guy, my heart breaks for his wife, childern and family.
God bless you and i hope Bub is watching over you all.

I will be thinking about you. Take care
Donna Bradley. xo

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good times gone  / Beverly Frasure (a friend)
i knew cecil through jessica and tammy. i practically lived there for a year. they made me feel like part of the family. cecil tought me many things...even after his death. he tought me: never take anything for granted,live life to the fullest,never be a quiter. i could go on and on but those are the most important. i remember, after he died, the house was so empty and cold. humor no longer lingered within the apartment. a lot of my pain was for the family, though i knew him well. he served as a father figure and a friend at the same time. i miss him very much...but i know it's nothing compared to his family. so with this i send my prayers to anyone who reads this.-Bev  Close

a letter to my loving husband  / Tammy Maggard (wife)
HEY BABY, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WISH I COULD JUST SEE YOU ONE MORE TIME AND PUT MY ARMS AROUND YOU AND GIVE YOU A BIG HUG, I USE TO BE AFRAID TO DIE BUT I'M NOT ANYMORE. I NEED TO BE HERE FOR OUR KIDS, BUT WHEN THE DAY COMES I WILL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO IT SO I CAN BE WITH YOU AGAIN. YOU ARE MY SOUL MATE , MY FIRST AND ONLY PERSON THAT I WILL EVER LOVE AND I KNOW WILL BE TOGETHER IN HEAVEN AGAIN SOMEDAY.........IM JUST WAITING........I LOVE YOU MORE THEN I THINK YOU EVER KNEW..... Close

IF I KNEW / TAMMY MAGGARD (WIFE)
IF I KNEW
IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT ID SEE YOU FALL ASLEEP, I WOULD TUCK YOU IN MORE TIGHTLY AND PRAY THE LORD, YOUR SOUL TO KEEP, IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I SEE YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND KISS AND CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE. IF I KNEW IT WOULDBE THE LAST TIME ID HEAR YOUR VOICE LIFTED UP IN PRAISE, I WOULD VIDEO TAPE EACH ACTION AND WORD, SO I COULD PLAY THEM BACK DAY AFTER DAY. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I COULD SPARE AN EXTRA MINUTE TO STOP AND SAY 'I LOVE YOU', INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU WOULD KNOW I DO. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I WOULD BE THERE TO SHARE YOUR DAY, WELL IM SHURE YOULL HAVE O MANY MORE, SO I CAN LET JUST THIS ONE SLIP AWAY FOR SURELY THERES ALWAYS TOMORROW TO MAKE UP FOR AN OVER SIGHT,AND WE ALWAYS GET A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE ANOTHER DAY TO SAY I LOVE YOU AND CERTAINLY THERES ANOTHER CHANCE TO SAY OUR ANYTHING I CAN DO.BUT JUST IN CASE I MIGHT BE WRONG AND TODAY IS ALL I GET ID LIKE TO SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE WE NEVER FORGET. TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANYONE, YOUG OR OLD ALIKE AND TODAY MAY BE THELAST CHANCE YOU GET TO HOLD YOUR LOVED ONE TIGHT. SO IF YOUR WAITING FOR TOMOROW, WHY NOT DO IT TODAY? FOR IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES YOULL SURELY REGRET THE DAY, THAT YOU DIDNT TAKE THAT EXTRA TIME FOR A SMILE, A HUG, OR A KISS AND YOU WERE TO BUSY TO GRANT SOMEONE , WHAT TURNED OUT TO BE THEIR ONE LAST WISH, SO HOLD YOUR LOVED ONES CLOSE TODAY, AND WHISPER IN THEIR EAR, TELL THEM HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM AND THAT YOULL ALWAYS HOLD THEM DEAR TAKE TIME TO SAY .IM SORRY........TO SAY.PLEASE FORGIVE ME....THANKYOU.OR ITS OK, AND IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES YOULL HAVE NO REGRETS ABOUT TODAY.........LOVE YOU BABY Close

THIS IS A POEM THAT I THINK CECIL WOULD SAY IF HE COULD.....  / Tammy Maggard (wife)

WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUTME

WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME, AND IM NOT THERE TO SEE, IF THE SUN SHOULD RISE AND FIND YOUR EYES ALL FEELED WITH TEARS FOR ME, I WISH SO MUCH YOU WOULNT CRY THE WAY YOU DID TODAY , WHILE THINKING OF THE MANY THINGS WE DIDNT GET TO SAY. I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME , AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU AND EACH TIME THAT YOU THINK OF ME , I KNOW YOULL MISS ME TOO,BUT WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME, PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND, THAT AN ANGEL CAME AND CALLED MY NAME, AND TOOK  ME BY THE HAND, AND SAID MY PLACE WAS READY IN HEAVEN FAR ABOVEM AND THAT AD HAVE TO LEAVE BEHIND ALL THOSE A DEARLY LOVE, BUT AS I TURNED TO WALK AWAY, A TEAR FELL FROM MY EYE, FOR ALL MY LIFE, ID ALWAYS THOUGHT I DIDNT WANT TO DIE. I HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR, SO MUCHYET TO DO, IT SEEMED ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE THAT I WAS LEAVING YOU. I THOUGHT OF ALL THE YESTERDAYS, THE GOOD ONES AND THE BAD, I THOUGHT OF ALL THE LOVE WE SHARED, AND ALL THE FUN WE HAD. IF I COULD RELIVE YESTERDAY, JUST EVEN FOR AWHILE, ID SAY GOOD-BYE AND KISS YOU AND MAYBE SEE YOU SMILE, BUT THEN I FULLY REALIZE THAT THIS COULD NEVER BE, FOR EMPTINESS AND MEMORIES, WOULD TAKE THE PLACE OF ME.AND WHEN I THOUGHT OF WORDLY THINGS I MIGHT MISS COME TOMORROW, I THOUGHT OF YOU , AND WHEN I DID MY HEART WAS FILLED WITH SORROW. BUT WHEN I WALKED THROUGH HEAVENS GATES I FELTSO MUCH AT HOME. WHEN GOD LOOKED DOWN AND SMILED AT ME FROM HIS GREAT GOLDEN THRONE, HE SAID "THIS IS ETERNITY", AND ALL IVE PROMISED YOU. TODAY FOR LIFE ON EARTH IS PAST BUT HERE IT STARTS ANEW. I PROMISE NO TOMORROW BUT TODAY WILL ALWAYS LAST AND SINCE EACH DAYS THE SAME WAY THERES NO LONGING FOR THE PAST. BUT YOU HAVE BEEN SO FAITHFUL, SO TRUSTINGAND SO TRUE, THOUGH THERE WERE TIMES YOU DID SOMETHINGS,YOU KNEW YOU SHOULNT DO. BUT YOU HAVE BEEN FORGIVEN AND NOW AT LAST YOURE FREE. SO WONT YOU TAKE MY HAND AND SHARE MY LIFE WITH ME? SO WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME, DONT THINK WERE FAR APART, FOR EVERY TIME YOU THINK OF ME
IM RIGHT HERE IN YOUR HEART...............I LOVE YOU BABY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.....LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER TAMMY.CAMERON.JESSICA
 

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